I am always trying to work out who I am. I never fitted in at school; bullied regularly because of the origins of my surname. I was told I was intelligent - above average in fact - but, for some reason, I struggled with the work. I excelled at sports but was always last to be picked for any team games. I have never really been happy with the way my life has panned out, always wanting more, never really feeling sated or successful. I am constantly trying to find my identity. I don't particularly like names or pigeon holes but there seems to be nothing to describe me. Am I a first? A unique?
... blogging my guts out